If it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad?

SO my bf doesnt want to be around me. When I want to hangout, its either "Your to clingy", or "You are sick" and my favorite "Im playing video games"/"Im going to the bar".But when he wants to hangout, theres nothing said like that. Im not even fucking sick. That just pisses me off. He wants space, then he will get it. Everytime I find myself being truly happy, it all gets ruined. I was so happy that we had a good day the other day. And I thought (since he mentioned it earlier) that we could watch a movie, and Chris could come, and I could show them some old pics and stuff I got out of storage.And thats another thing, I have to get my stuff out by next wednesday, and that means I am going to be super busy, too busy to have a nice time with him. And I dunno. I know I am overly emotional right now, with having to get my stuff, missing some of my friends, and having to turn 21 (I dunno it feels weird to me). But just to know he is there helped. But not when I hear that he doesnt want to hangout. Yes he is "tired" but is he really going to go home? NO.SO yes, of course my feelings are hurt. If it was the other way around, hed be the same way. So maybe we will see how that goes then....my boy is the fully clothed one ;)